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Monday, 08 June 2009

  • Back again!

    Im leaving for Arizona and California tomorrow. It's pretty much the same trip I took spring break but a couple days longer this time. I guess I just cant go very long without seeing my Amy. Also, a lot has happened in the past three months. First off, I got a boyfriend. We just started dating and surprise, he is gone for three months to backpack Europe. Well, I knew he was going but I didn't know he would become my boyfriend. So I'm pretty much missing him like crazy but I'm trying to get m mind off of it. A fun vacation to visit one of my best friends is just what I need. Also, I got a summer job! Krispy Kreme. Yea I know what you'r thinking, Arn't you going to gain like ridiculous weight? and I say No! because I want to look hott for my boyfriend when he returns. I even bought a goal bathing suit that I'll hopefully have the guts to wear in front of him when he gets back. Lets hope. Well I better go to bed so I can catch my super early flight tomorrow. Good night.

    Sincerely,

    Missing hungry boy

    Here is what he looks like :)
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Thursday, 16 April 2009

  • Ung....why?

    It's raining. The clouds are covering any shimmer of sunshine that could dare to show. My stomach feels like a thousand knots curled up inside itself getting tighter and tighter every moment. I finally got it off my chest, but my stomach cannot say the same. I don't know the reaction I'll get, I don't know what's going to happen. This could be the worst or the best, but it had to be said, it had to be written for my eyes to see. Regrets? I don't know. My hands are shaking as if these hands have felt the quivering years of wisdom. These hands are scared as if they have found the fear of a small child bound to a monster. Waiting, waiting to wait for this stomach of mine to ease and swoon into a love of peace. Waiting for these hands to be held with comfort. I hope the waiting ends.

Monday, 23 March 2009

  • Church and Husband

    Yesterday at church my pastor spoke about marriage. I began to think about what I want in a husband. I want someone who makes me feel like I am the only girl in the room. I want someone who is faithful, and will to fight for me. My husband will realize that I am not replaceable. I know God has this man out there for me, and all I can do is trust in him. My friends say I'm too picky when it comes to guys, but it's better to be picky and find a good one, then settle and find a jerk.

Thursday, 19 March 2009

  • Boys

    Im going to write a prayer because sometimes I am better at getting my emotions out through writing instead of speaking.

    Dear Lord,
    I am really confused. You know what I'm talking about, and you know my future. I want to trust you completely without holding anything back. I give everything to you, all my worries, all my sadness, all my happiness and most of all all of my heart. I know you want the best for me and you know the best for me. I know that if I listen to your word and your direction I will be okay. Lord my stomach feels like butterflies eating themselves, and I give them to you. I know you will give me light and guidance. I love you so much because you are my lord and my savior. You sacrificed so much for me so what can I sacrifice for you? Sometimes Im a little stubborn, I follow my head my heart and sometimes both, but I only want to follow you. Thank you for being so great. Thank you for always loving me. Thank you for always being there for me and keeping me out of harms way. I love you. You are my greatest friend.

    Your child,

    Lauren

Monday, 16 March 2009

  • ARIZONA

    Friday/Saturday: I am visiting my friend Amy in Arizona. The moment I got off the plane we drove to California. Sadly, my computer is gay and deleted the California song off of my burned CD'S. We resorted to singing it. I realized on that trip how much I miss the beach.

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    California is brilliant. The mountains and the beach in one state! amazingness. thats all I can say. But sleeping arrangements, I texted and called and facebooked everyone I knew with any association to San Diego, and my friend whom I've never met called me back. "Hey I know somewhere you can stay." Driving to a strangers house, we walked in the unlocked door specifically for us, and began to scan the apartment. The guys house we statyed at was not home, and he said we could sleep wherever. Trying the fouton out I moved to the bedroom. At first I was sceptical about sleeping in a strange boy's bed I had never met, but after my head hit the mattress, I changed my mind.

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    Amy joyfully closed her eyes and we slept without  a cringe of worry. Then 5 o clock hit, and I feared that the bed boy would open the door, forget we were there and creepily lay down on his occupied bed. Forcing Amy to wake up, we scurried around the house to get ready. The apartment smelled like beach and teenage boy and the bed felt like feathers. The next day we ate lunch on the pier with the mysterious bed boy, and our adventure had just begun....

    Monday: We did FREE HUGS at ASU. We hugged a lot of people but it was better in Colorado.

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    Oh and funny story..so I had to walk around during her first class because she said she has like 17 people in her first class. I was on a voyage to find Jamba Juice when I saw a reasonably friendly looking person. Deciding to muster up all of my courage I went up to him and said, "Hey want to be my friend for twenty minutes." Getting the wierdest most awkawrd look I have ever gotten, he replyed, "Uhhhh..no? I have class soon." That was my most awkward moment in Arizona yet.

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Friday, January 23, 2009

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